Sorry everyone
Journal Entry: Thu Jun 5, 2008, 3:27 PM
So my life has taken some... interesting.. turns lately. A while ago I decided I was not going to draw anymore except sketches and doodles and things that I HAVE to do.. More recently I decided that even though I hate how I draw, I was going to start drawing again.
My parents have been recently getting stricter and stricter, resulting in my being punished and/or grounded MUCH more often... And they have resorted to pumping me full of behaviorally modifying drugs in order to accomplish their twisted goals.
Also I have noticed recently how NOONE apreciates me, the people that I call my friends refuse to speak to me at times and sometimes even insult me.
The final brick upon my pillar of insanity has been an event in which a girl I liked for quite a while rejected me. It wasnt a particuarly bad rejection, in fact she didnt say "No" but simply, "Im sorry..." And it also wasnt the first time I have been rejected however with my current state of mind it has caused a complete collapse of my dellusions of happiness.
Im sorry everyone but my life is worthless. If I wasnt such a pussy I would end it. But I am so I will simply endure my repentful existence untill I get hit by a train or... somthing.. I just hope I dont live past twenty.
MY LIFE SUCKS
- Mood:
Sadness - Listening to: Tempest
- Reading: Wheel of Time
- Watching: Darker then Black
- Playing: Jade Empire
- Eating: Pizza
- Drinking: Green Tea
Cecil Sketch
Threads of Time
Darker then Hei
Space Battle WIP
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